Archive for October, 2008

Let the Freedom Bell Toll!

October 24th, 2008

I have watched politics long enough. I long for the day that the election is over with and the nation has to hunker down and step into line with the leadership that has been put in place. Regardless of race, color or creed, come November 5th I know that the person that takes office is under the graceful hand of God, and I must obey and submit.

With all the partisan bickering and bantering and hullabaloo about nothing in particular it is easy for us to forget something that is inveterate to the core of this nation, our freedom. I have cast my vote for whom I have chosen to vote for, I have walked to the polls, I have helped people fill out registration forms. I have encouraged people to participate in what is hands down the greatest Democracy on the face of this Earth.

I do not say we are the greatest democracy with historic blinders on, I know what it has taken to get us here. It has taken war, it has taken social and religious changes in the landscape over and over again. It is the fact that we are in a constant state of change, and change that we hope is for the better, that we have the freedoms we enjoy in America.

One does not have to travel to far in our increasingly globalized world to see the effects of opressive regimes, Communist countries, and demagoguery of the worst sort. One only has to think as a Chinese person for a moment to realize that in all the growth and comforts they are beginning to see, there still is no ability for them to participate in the government that propels the nation forward. They are silent. If they are not silent, then they are silenced. I speak of China only as an example, we know there are regimes and despots all over the world. We can not count on one hand the amount of despots that are out there, it would take many hands, many people, to bring out the full count on who is out there, and who is lurking in the shadows waiting their turn to become a despot. We are in the fight of our lives to maintain our precious freedom, a gift from God, and we could loose it some day.

I am glad, not only glad, but thankful, that I was born in the United States. It does not matter if you are a believer in God or not when you look at the statistics for birth rates around the world. I could easily have been born in Iran, Russia, China, Australia, anywhere. (I do not list Australia as a bad example, in fact quite the opposite, but I am just proving a point.) It was an sovereign act of grace by my Lord, Jesus Christ, that I was placed where I am. It is by his grace that I live in a world where Bill Gates can sit at a computer and envision a better way to do things, and then he did it without the government taking him over and taking all the glory. I am glad Bill Gates has Billions of dollars, it means he lives in a free country where he is able to strike out, work hard, and better society. It is by his grace that I was able to see the best neurosurgeon in the country who was able to do his best work so that in a few weeks time I have been able to recover, and be better for it. Living in a democracy means that we can feel free to live for others, as well as for ourselves. There is nothing more fulfilling for a man then to know that his work, his live, his dreams and aspirations have a purpose. My God, why do we not see why the Church is exploding in third world countries, in poor countries, in countries where there should not be any hope? For once in the lives of these precious people they have a purpose, a passion, a vision to live for. Their father, their fathers father and so on all lived for one purpose, to exist. They had no other way. All they could do was look to the day, hope that it rained a little so the crop would come in. When it did not they lost all purpose and hope. God is giving them purpose, and when a man has purpose freedom is not far behind. It is not far behind at all.

My friends and readers, take a moment today to give thanks for the freedoms you enjoy. The car you drive, the church you attend, the family that you have. Take time to let it all sink in today. I think our nation has lost it’s compass, the compass that pointed towards God and said “thanks” “thanks for the small things, and the big things.”

Our nation is not one of entitlement, it is one of freedom. The people walking around thinking they are entitled to something because this is America have got a huge ego and a small heart. I pray for them that they will have a grinch experience where their cold and lifeless hearts are invigorated with the love and the freedom and the peace that comes from knowing that in this great big world, in this ever increasingly hostile world, God choose YOU to live where you do and to enjoy what you have. Let us never be caught taking for granite that which God has so graciously bestowed on his people.

Let the Freedom Bell Toll for you today. Let it remind you of what you have, and may you give thanks for it, and may it encourage you to spend some of your time living for others.

~Selah~

Prayer

October 23rd, 2008

Prayer is the lifeblood of the relationship we have with Christ. Prayer is the way we do warfare with those Satan and those who do evil. Prayer is the way we intercede for others. Those we love, those we have relationship with, and those who we know about but do not necessarily know. (think Christians underground in India etc.)

The prayers of the saints are so powerful, and I am a testament to it. Tomorrow marks two weeks since my surgery. It could have been big and dramatic, it could have been up to a 6 week recovery process, but then there is me. I am two weeks into recovery and honestly can say I am at 90 percent if not more. I have had no drugs for several days, I am only marginally stiff in the neck in the morning and I take a hot shower and even that goes away. God is so very good. I have a quick story to tell, then I will shut up.

When I was going under the anasthesia my prayer to God was to have an experience with him. Not some big dramatic thing, but some kind of memory or pleasant experience. God did that. I remember, at least briefly, floating on a cloud bank and just floating towards no where in general floating up and down over the terrain. I do not remember a voice, but I remember that I was told that the prayers of people were what was causing me to float. I remember being so relaxed, so at peace with things that I did not care if I ever came away from that place. I did not even remember that surgery was going on, I just wanted to stay in that place. I felt protected, I felt loved, I felt…prayed for. Seriously.

My prayer life is pretty anemic, I will be honest. I do not dedicate the time and resources towards it that I should. While I am continuing my recovery I am going to work hard at developing a better prayer habit. I want to contribute to someone elses visit on the cloudbank. I want to lift up others as I have felt lifted up. I might need to wake up a little earlier every morning, or go to bed a little later, but know that I am focusing on prayer and the power that is within it.

I have a few thoughts to blog about bouncing around, and I have the time to articulate them right now so you might see this blog get a little busy, or not. I am not sure. Sometimes it is good to be quiet, in fact I think it goes hand in hand with prayer.

Thank you, each and every one of you that took a few minutes to pray for my family and for my surgery. I truly feel the prayers. My anxiety level is pretty low, although I am looking at a very lead November (due to not being paid for this time off). I am not sure where the funds will come from for the bills, but I know they will come. If God had done so much to heal me, he will not stop now.

~Selah~

My Head, what a mess

October 12th, 2008

Good Morning,

This is just a quick update to say that surgery was a success. He got in there for what should have been 2 1/2 hours and it took just over 4. They found that what my wife has been telling me all these years is quite true, that I have a “thick head”. They bone they cut back was indeed quite thick and it took awhile. They also did some work on C-1 where the rubber meets the road when it comes to the spine and the head coming together.

My pain is quite well managed and I should get to go home today. I could not go home yesterday only because I had a bit of a fever. I do not have an infection (praise God) but something has had my temp up. If it stays down I should go home around noon today (sunday)

Thanks for all the prayers.

Houston, We are a Go!

October 9th, 2008

I did all my pre surgical work up today and I did not hear from Dr. Oro and his office, that is a good sign I think. My blood must be O.K., my heart is working as it should and tomorrow morning we go to the dance.

Before I go I just want to say something. I want to say Thank you. I have recieved much encouragement and prayer from the body of Christ as of late. I appreciate it, and I do not take the prayer lightly. I have been so anxiety ridden the last few weeks it has been tough. This week, ever since getting prayed for on Saturday night at church my anxiety levels have been dropping. I still have concerns about finances, health, my son etcetera, but it is not overwhelming, and I am at peace.

One of the most humbling experiences I have had today is having to fill out my own advanced directives. The hospital strongly recommended it, and so Amy and I went at it. I recommend it for all Christians now. You really have to ask yourself  “is my hope in God, or in medicine and man?” “How much time money and effort do I put in man?” Wow, it was tough.

I probably will be scarce for the next 10 days or so. You can always e-mail me at jcubsdad   AT   msn  DOT  com. I will let you know as soon as I can.

~Selah~

I am a Word Geek!

October 2nd, 2008

I admit it, I love good words. I do not get intimidated when I come across words that I do not understand. I try and put the pieces of the word together like a puzzle until I think I know the meaning, and then I look it up. Many times the meaning I think it has, it does not. But I try anyway. I am wading through Practical Christianity by William Wilberforce right now and I am having to use a dictionary alot.

All this is to say, that today I came across two excellent words that befuddled me in my normal blog cruising and I thought I would share. I get tired quickly of blogs that consistently rely on the OMG and WTF’s. These impressed me. So today, I am a Word Geek.

1) Jermiad.  A prolonged lamentation or mournful complaint. One could say that my prayer life has been a bit of a jermiad lately. But I know God wants to hear it, and he listens. I am glad about that. I found the word used here.

2) Internecine. Of or pertaining to conflict or struggle within a group. I could definitely say that the fight between the Emergents and my church right now is internecine (and assenine, but that is my opinion) I first found the word used here.

Enjoy the words for the day. I will try and post before I go for surgery next Thursday, but if you come to my blog and see silence, please pray for my recovery. I will be in touch soon.

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